Dear,
Today is my last day on earth because I will be taking my own life. But
before I leave I want to tell a little story that I hope even one person
will learn from.
The moral of this story is "never engage in oral sex. Never ever. It is God's punishment for immorality. Just like HIV"
Story begins:
Valentine's day of 2011, I was a mummy/daddy's girl. Every single time I
left school for the weekend, I would head straight home. No detours.
But this day was different. All my friends were leaving school and
making valentine plans. Valentine was really in the air, I suggested to
my then boyfriend that I come over to his place. He accepted happily.
Long story short. He gave me HPV. You don't need to google it. I will tell it to you in the simplest terms.
I had never had sex but did other things that night, I let him rub his
penile organ (lol) against my vagina and I gave him a blow job. Rubbing
his genitals against mine gave me genital warts (a product of HPV) and
giving him a blow job gave me throat cancer. Yes. And all these symptoms
manifested in less than a week.
Genital warts manifested with little bumps in groups on my inner and
outer vaginal lips. For the Throat cancer, when I open my mouth really
wide and look in the mirror, I can see the lumps in my throat. This
later on progressed to severe coughing, ear pain, feeling the lump when I
swallow, blood (when the cough gets severe) and throat pain.
Oh yeah, and same HPV is the main cause of cervical cancer. Thankfully(?) I don't have this.
I was a virgin with an STD. Nothing more painful I tell you. Perfect example of God punishing me for fornicating.
There was no evidence or sign of warts or any std-like thing on him, so
no, there were no warning signs on his penile organ. He had HPV with no
visible symptoms.
This boyfriend person apparently knew he had it and chose to give it to
me all the same (I later on found out I was the side chick lol). I
confronted him about it and he said he took a test and the result
is negative. Hahaha. There is currently no test by which a man can find
out if he carries the HPV virus. He did not go for any test.He lied and
he surprisingly knew a lot about HPV during this telephone conversation.
Someone else must have confronted him before.
Fast forward many months after, I met a wonderful guy. Couldn't bring
myself to tell him my embarrassing story. I let him give me head and
gbam!, I had given him throat cancer. Now I didn't know you could get
throat cancer through HPV. I didn't even know I had throat cancer until
after the incident with this guy. I did not willfully give it to him.
I can't forgive myself. One foolish valentine night and I am paying with
my life. Throat cancer is not a death sentence but I am too tired to
even fight it. It's been 2 years now, God knows how far it has spread.
See the moral of the story? Yes. Don't do oral sex. This pain isn't worth it.
Goodbye world.''
I just pray she doesn't take her life, our God is a GOD OF SECOUND CHANCE...
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